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Monday, April 19, 2010 Haix
lol finally i update my blog .... freak man it full of spider-web in here.. need to clean my blog man .... ooo man can't think of what to say bla bla bla... and so on and on..... Toroshiro 12:04:00 AM Thursday, November 19, 2009 Need A Break? Maybe
Damn it man... i think i push myself to the limit already.... and now i feeling my body already breaking down bit by bit without i knowing for the pass months... now i can feel that i'm really going to break down anytime and anywhere... without warning....O My...i think i really need to have a break-out time... get away from the things that i'm doing now and really go relax myself for sometime...to cool down...from over stress maybe haha... what have happen to me can anyone tell me PLEASE...!!! i feeling really Fuck-tub and i'm like a thorn of hate to people lol... maybe not la... but i feel lifeless and soulless...Man what really happen to me...isit really that i need to have some bonding with more people around me or i need to take a knife and stab myself in the heart...and will i feel pain or nothing...my guess is that i will feel nothing...waaa.... when i become so inactive and dull till like this...kao it can't really is me lol... that not me at all... WHY TELL ME WHY....!!!WHY I GOT THOSE STUPID FEELING THAT NEVER REALLY GOT INTO ME MUCH AND NOW ALL COME BACK ALL AT ONCE...!!! TO ANYBODY READING, I NEED IDEA OR ANYTHING THAT CAN HELP ME OUT GIVE ME AND SUGGESTION TO ME PLEASE...!!! Toroshiro 11:57:00 PM Wednesday, November 18, 2009 Where Is the Warmest in my soul..
O Great need to wait for ONE MORE DAY to know my posting.... O my... Got piss off of the damn whole day.... wait and wait AND WAIT...!!! from morning Till night...!!!! can't belive it lor...!!! damn so many people got so angry haha... but we also quite worry about the posting too... haha... Hope the result of the posting is suitable for us...!!! I think i my live now seem worthless to me... i don't know why but somehow i can't find the warmest i felt years ago now i feel more cold and dark... haha... i may seem happy from the outside but the truth feeling is always hiding inside my inner-self and will not show to show it out... even if i want to... hiax... maybe it time to really find someone to be with or get alone with... or really go do something to myself to really bulk-up myself from this feeling... hope to do my best in what ever i will be doing soon lol... and try not to give up on hope IF I CAN..!!! Toroshiro 10:00:00 PM Tuesday, November 17, 2009 This is No time No time Got to keep on Moving...!!!
Wooh... what a relief that i finally got a good rest at home after a long long time wahaha....but i still got a long long way to go before i ORD...!!!! Damn that still far dude... now i'm try to find ways to burn my time in Ns but i hope it works la... if not i going to be in my "Dead bed" soon enough... Ooopss... touch-wood... hahaha... try to make a lame joke here... just kidding... nothing much to post also.... Don't know if jason think i not going his house anymore lol...!!! PS... not i don't want by the way haha.... hmm... how about today?... sound good? maybe hahaha... well after this week i think i going to have less free time and more duty time O..Dear God i am DOOM.... Wahaha... To bad SATAN in here WAHAHA.... that me..... jk jk jk... bye bye Toroshiro 9:28:00 AM Sunday, September 20, 2009 Will Today Be a Boring Day?
Hmm... i think today i will slack at home sia...!!! nothing to do lor play com play till so sian and DOTA no people playing.. But i wonder why today i feel so bored..!!! Waaa.... Freaking Hell... Can't stand it anymore Must really Find Something To Kill time ...!!!!HOLY SHIT Toroshiro 1:12:00 PM Anime
Toroshiro 2:49:00 AM Back Again
Finally i'm back with my blogging... WOW... how long have it been seen the last post was posted up in my blog...lol... Currently An Ns-Men lol Just POP not long ago... And Guess what...i was shock to see my new unit..!!!OMG...i got posted to REGIMENTAL POLICEMAN... But maybe i should look on the bright side of it...Hmm... Nah maybe i can't wahaha... 160909-POP-220909-New unit...!!! So between those days i'm slacking with jason,kelvin,nickam,glenn,and few other people...!!lol... Playing Basketball And DOTA...lol...Haix...speaking of DOTA most of the time we end up play like 2-3 match than stop playing cause in-between people start to get Piss Off...lol...So Most of the time after DOTA we all just do our own stuff...!!! SIAN LA... wanted to stay till very late to play DOTA with them but in the end.... i still need to find other stuff to do to kill my tiime before i get sleepy... lol...Wish that this kind of thing will not happen... but i think.. this is hopeless haha Maybe...:p End Of Post Toroshiro 1:53:00 AM Saturday, April 11, 2009 Things Change...A lot Seen that Time...
I never though that the day will come to really see him laughing, joking, and telling lame jokes... I was hoping that, that was now a dream for me and if is i wish i don't want to wake up... But it for real this time, seen i got into primary school i was not able to see him like he use to be... till just a few months ago i finaly see the old-self of him coming back bit by bit... It too good to be truth... and we even started to talk like how we use to talk in the past... Thats what i am really looking for still the day till now...but i was unable to share this joy with.. another people which is close..but i will make time this with him a great time together... and hope to see him smiling and laugh everyday... Hope This Last Till The Very End... Toroshiro 3:07:00 AM Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Sorry guys,lazy and nothing much to update.... Toroshiro 9:46:00 PM |
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Wang Wen da(Boon Tat)is my name...(Toroshiro) :Age 19, :Single, Currently An Full-Time NS-Men, A Happy Go Lucky Guy Type Of Person Is Who I'M... Nothing Much To Care About...