Toroshiro

Haix

2010-04-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

lol finally i update my blog .... freak man it full of spider-web in here..
need to clean my blog man .... ooo man can't think of what to say
bla bla bla... and so on and on.....

Need A Break? Maybe

2009-11-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

Damn it man... i think i push myself to the limit already.... and now i feeling my body already breaking down bit by bit without i knowing for the pass months... now i can feel that i'm really going to break down anytime and anywhere... without warning....O My...i think i really need to have a break-out time... get away from the things that i'm doing now and really go relax myself for sometime...to cool down...from over stress maybe haha...

what have happen to me can anyone tell me PLEASE...!!! i feeling really Fuck-tub and i'm like a thorn of hate to people lol... maybe not la... but i feel lifeless and soulless...Man what really happen to me...isit really that i need to have some bonding with more people around me or i need to take a knife and stab myself in the heart...and will i feel pain or nothing...my guess is that i will feel nothing...waaa.... when i become so inactive and dull till like this...kao it can't really is me lol... that not me at all... WHY TELL ME WHY....!!!WHY I GOT THOSE STUPID FEELING THAT NEVER REALLY GOT INTO ME MUCH AND NOW ALL COME BACK ALL AT ONCE...!!!
TO ANYBODY READING, I NEED IDEA OR ANYTHING THAT CAN HELP ME OUT GIVE ME AND SUGGESTION TO ME PLEASE...!!!

Where Is the Warmest in my soul..

2009-11-18T22:00:00.002+08:00

O Great need to wait for ONE MORE DAY to know my posting.... O my... Got piss off of the damn whole day.... wait and wait AND WAIT...!!! from morning Till night...!!!! can't belive it lor...!!! damn so many people got so angry haha... but we also quite worry about the posting too... haha... Hope the result of the posting is suitable for us...!!!

I think i my live now seem worthless to me... i don't know why but somehow i can't find the warmest i felt years ago now i feel more cold and dark... haha... i may seem happy from the outside but the truth feeling is always hiding inside my inner-self and will not show to show it out... even if i want to... hiax...

maybe it time to really find someone to be with or get alone with... or really go do something to myself to really bulk-up myself from this feeling... hope to do my best in what ever i will be doing soon lol... and try not to give up on hope IF I CAN..!!!

This is No time No time Got to keep on Moving...!!!

2009-11-17T09:28:00.003+08:00

Wooh... what a relief that i finally got a good rest at home after a long long time wahaha....but i still got a long long way to go before i ORD...!!!! Damn that still far dude... now i'm try to find ways to burn my time in Ns but i hope it works la... if not i going to be in my "Dead bed" soon enough... Ooopss... touch-wood... hahaha... try to make a lame joke here... just kidding... nothing much to post also....

Don't know if jason think i not going his house anymore lol...!!! PS... not i don't want by the way haha.... hmm... how about today?... sound good? maybe hahaha...

well after this week i think i going to have less free time and more duty time O..Dear God i am DOOM.... Wahaha... To bad SATAN in here WAHAHA.... that me..... jk jk jk...

bye bye

Will Today Be a Boring Day?

2009-09-20T13:12:00.002+08:00

Hmm... i think today i will slack at home sia...!!! nothing to do lor play com play till so sian and DOTA no people playing..

But i wonder why today i feel so bored..!!! Waaa.... Freaking Hell... Can't stand it anymore Must really Find Something To Kill time ...!!!!HOLY SHIT

Anime

2009-09-20T02:49:00.002+08:00

ANIME ROCK WOW....!!!

Back Again

2009-09-20T01:53:00.002+08:00

Finally i'm back with my blogging... WOW... how long have it been seen the last post was posted up in my blog...lol...

Currently An Ns-Men lol Just POP not long ago... And Guess what...i was shock to see my new unit..!!!OMG...i got posted to REGIMENTAL POLICEMAN... But maybe i should look on the bright side of it...Hmm... Nah maybe i can't wahaha...

160909-POP-220909-New unit...!!! So between those days i'm slacking with jason,kelvin,nickam,glenn,and few other people...!!lol...

Playing Basketball And DOTA...lol...Haix...speaking of DOTA most of the time we end up play like 2-3 match than stop playing cause in-between people start to get Piss Off...lol...So Most of the time after DOTA we all just do our own stuff...!!! SIAN LA... wanted to stay till very late to play DOTA with them but in the end.... i still need to find other stuff to do to kill my tiime before i get sleepy... lol...Wish that this kind of thing will not happen... but i think.. this is hopeless haha Maybe...:p

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Things Change...A lot Seen that Time...

2009-04-11T03:07:00.002+08:00

I never though that the day will come to really see him laughing, joking, and telling lame jokes...
I was hoping that, that was now a dream for me and if is i wish i don't want to wake up...
But it for real this time, seen i got into primary school i was not able to see him like he use to be... till just a few months ago i finaly see the old-self of him coming back bit by bit...
It too good to be truth... and we even started to talk like how we use to talk in the past...
Thats what i am really looking for still the day till now...but i was unable to share this joy with.. another people which is close..but i will make time this with him a great time together... and hope to see him smiling and laugh everyday...

Hope This Last Till The Very End...

2009-03-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

Sorry guys,lazy and nothing much to update....

Join Me In A Galaxy Fight

2009-03-17T14:17:00.002+08:00

Hey Join me in the game of zorgempire...Quiet nice

here is the link http://www.zorgempire.com

Life

2009-03-17T01:40:00.002+08:00

Oh...ho ho ho.... What is life to me...make a guess...(you can't ha ha never mind)
To me anime is part of life for me so ANIME ROCK...wow....Wooohoo...
I'm a freaking noob guy who Freaking love ANIME...
So Don't ask me why i love Anime so much Cause ANIME= MY LIFE YAY....

Kuroshitsuji,Toshiro

2009-03-13T19:28:00.004+08:00

Another Boring Day

2009-03-13T18:24:00.003+08:00

BORING...!!! Dude i think i need to get out and have a break... Yup i think i will stop doing what so ever and get eye off the laptop
3 DAYS....OMG i think 3 DAYS i have been hiding at home doing some stupid stuff... what the hell...
Well i'm looking forward to tommrow Parade.. lol...Ooo...no speaking of Devil i forgot one thing...shit
My hair waa.... sian i hair is not acceptable in Full Uniform die... how how how... Guess i Can't wear Full-uniform for now...
Maybe i Wear BB-polo...Dotzzz... hope it they are ok with it... please...!!!
And After i finish Posting i don't know what to do... Guess maybe they are play Garena..(warCraft III)lol...
i also did a slightly change to the Music player... it look sux... wahaha...
Signing Off Now TaTA...

2009-03-11T16:41:00.002+08:00

Haix... I Don't know why this few days i don't feel like blogging(Hmm...maybe i am bored)
well today is a total waste of time for me cause i am busy doing some stuff lol...
worst thing is that i wake up 1pm today lol... -_-|l|...
Bye~~~ (lazy to blog for now kekeke...)

IT SO... BORING TODAY...

2009-03-04T22:11:00.003+08:00

Today i slept till like 11plus in the morning Yawn~~ and got call up by my father to have breakfast...so i took my time own sweet time... than go toilet brush teeth and clean up myself... than go have breakfast...(to be true i don't really like to take breakfast...)than went back to my room and on my laptop and started watching anime(Bleach 209).
Than i make a phone call to qingxiang... and guest what, HE STILL SLEEPING...OMG... yup he is sleeping like a panda..lol...or maybe a bear hmm... than i told him to go back to his lala land...So after he hang up the phone...i ask myself(What to do man shit la Freaking Bored ler... Arhh... Watch anime la better) lol so started to watch more anime lol... watch till like 4 plus than it started to rain and guest what again it rain so big and heavy that the rain were like OMG...even more Sian... then i saw lighting and wow a very up close view (WOW) than went back to my room and getting ready to go out... lol...
so after the rain stop i bring my 'guest' to ssc sembawang shopping center...lor... go there bring them go Daiso... and you know what they keep asking me this thing 'is it really all 2 dollar...' i needed to explain and tell them 9 times that they can understand haix... after going Daiso we went up to the 2nd floor to have dinner...lor that i had my salmon set.. lor... cost me $6.30...at kopitiam...(arh... forgot to bring my Kopitiam the card got 10% discount..lol...)...after eating i bring them up to the newly build water park lol(at 4th floor) than let them play awhile that when play the Bloody guard come and tell me this... the playground here is for KIDS AND BELOW...than i reply this back...I'M SITTING CAN'T YOU SEE...that the guard say the same thing...again and again.. lol..like a robot got program ...like this...after that like around 8.55pm we went go the shuttle bus there to wait for the bus.. guess what again i saw Qingxiang and the Tan's family together lol... that they say me why i am here and what you doing that to told them this la that la... bla bla la...(sorry cannot tell you guys:p)... not long later their bus come first that i say bye~~ to them and just 5min later our bus came and go up and went home... lol.. after reaching home the first thing is ON the Laptop...wahaha... ok ok now signing off liao Bye~~Bye~~...Sayonara...

RAINING AGAIN....

2009-03-03T13:05:00.002+08:00

Wow it raining AGAIN(sian la)somemore rain in the morning what a Rainy Day...Hope the AQ training is not cancel waa...(please don't rain...)maybe going to meet QingXiang lol...Again Hope i not Later Again Well guest i need to comfirm with him the time and the place to meet...(hiax hiax) 'PLEASE GOD DON'T RAIN EVERYDAY'.....MAKE SNOW BETTER THAN RAIN(Snowing in singapore what a joke...lol)...Now can Just hope that the rain stop or there in no rain in Woodlands area...!!!better get going Cya...

Rain..Rain...Rain(Should i Love Or Hate)

2009-03-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

(Belive it or not today it is not me who is late, it Qingxiang wahaha...finally i was the one who reach the meeting point first...(yes).Ooo...XiangXiang I OWN YOU TODAY...WAHAHA...)

Went To causeway point to meet up with Qingxiang(kliveoh)...i told him that to get ready when i called him... but when i ask where is he now? He told me this i still at home looking for my bag and give me a lame cold joke..he say(www.yahoo.com/find my bag now...)i was like 'ha ha ha lame lame lame' so i told him to quickly get him butt over...here... and he say coming so i waited, and about a minute later he call me and say 'it raining so i am taking cab over and call me go school first,or walk to his house to take cab with him than i say siao ar...i take bus lazy to walk to his house there to take cab...so went the bus come i got up and when the bus leave the interchange the sky was like sunny man...(soo bright).Than i was thinking(QingXiang you got trick by the weather liao la ha ha ha)it was so sunny and hot and how could there be rain.. i was think Dotzz...lame la...haix nevermind. when i reach school i give xiang a call... he told me this(i still waiting for the cab la) than i was like again..waiting...what the...-_-|l|...So i told xiang that i wait for him at the school gate.. lol...
And i was talking to the guard... and we talk till the DM dotzz... wow even the guard also say the DM so lazy wow i was laughing like hell... and just nice i saw miss Woo...(sec4 form teacher).. ,so i went and greet her... and ask about school and the student... and wow she really can tell a lot man... cool... just after...(just after) i finishing talking to Miss Woo QingXiang just reach the gate...now i was asking myself this is all this thing planned out or what why everything is so just nice...?lol...So we went in to the school than walk up to the room and we put our stuff there than we anted to go canteen one but ended up i go into the HOD room and you know what...the HOD's say this(i can heard you from far) and i say (wow their hearing got A++ ar so far can heard me) so i was like talking to them and talk here and there... is like 2.30pm waa...(better go back find xiang if not die:p)
So i went back to the room and saw some of my old friend lol... than i was like are they staying or what...lor... so i told xiang that i go to the room behide there and call the student don't anyhow go in... lol...so i went in and started to build robot and qingxiang started his lesson and when i am building the student are like what the nosie so louder... and the door was not even CLOSE...arh.... than hong liang came and we started talking than a while later jianzhi and jianxain join me and we start talking about something(sercet Sorry)wahaha...that...that qingxiang keep going in and out of the room making us want to say this (GO OUT AND FINISH YOUR LESSON AND DON'T KEEP GOING IN AND OUT)but ended up he is having one on one talking with some student ...zzz lol and i told him to do that outside... in the end xiangxiang listen to me (sorry...psps)hope you can understand ar why i am doing this...,that around like 5pm we finish everything and already pack the things up...but what make me so freak out is the BLOODY WEATHER..IT RAINING AND IT RAINING SO HEAVILY WHAT THE WEATHER...!!!so we all waited at the guard house and i asked qingxiang if he wanted to run to the bus stop... he say you run lor he want wait for the rain to get smaller before leaving so i say ok la i run...but i only worrying one thing which is MY LAPTOP somemore is TWO laptop inside my bag...waa... heart pain if really spoil...so i one person run to the bustop and guess what jianzhi anf hongliang is just behide me running too... by the time we reach the bus top we are 40%wet...wow... ok the first thing i do check my laptop lucky my bag is waterproof is not i die...(phew)so i started to play in the rain(wahaha sabo people)so i started to make myself all wet wow(crazy siao kia) that hongliang join me so we make jianzhi also but ended up we need to dry ourself up (sian)than we got up the bus and guess what we are using the air-con from the bus to dry ourself wahaha... and it cooling man...so we started to talk and laugh here and there ...hiax and before we know it we reach back to causeway point...wahaha... so we went and bought a drink and sat down to wait for our bus(thank hongliang pei me till my bus come)so i got up the bus and bla bla bla...i got home in 60% overall wet..Ooo... rain you sux..wahaha...and get a quick change of cloth and have a good shower and i smell nice again dotzz...lol... and now i think I AM SICK AND HAVE FLU...WAA... SIAN... lol...
I HATE RAIN(but i love play in the rain i don't know why) well now bye guys... and thanks for all your sharing and Cya...

Some lyrics From My Blog Song...

2009-03-02T12:12:00.001+08:00

Regret(Japan lyrics)

mado no soto no keshiki utsurikawatte
kisetsu made ga atashi wo oiteku
dare yori chikaku ni ite fuan no tane ni
doushite ano toki kizukenakatta?

anata no sugata ga mienaku naru mae ni
tatta no tatta hitokoto "ikanaide" ga ienakatta

anata ga shiawase nara sore de ii nante zettai ni ienai
nejimagatta konna kokoro ga doushiyoumonai kurai atashi wa kirai

tanjoubi ni moratta inisharu ringu
omoidaseba tsurai dake na no ni
imasara wakatta no wa omou ijou ni
anata wo hitsuyou toshiteta koto

futari de kizuita jikan sae kowasu youni
kokoro to urahara ni dete kita kotoba ajikeenai sayonara

anata ga sugoku koukai suru sonna hi ga kuru koto nozonderu
ijiwaru de minikui kokoro ga kinou yori mo motto atashi wa kirai

anata ga shiawase nara sore de ii nante zettai ni ienai
nejimagatta konna kokoro ga doushiyoumonai kurai atashi wa kirai
anata ga sugoku koukai suru sonna hi ga kuru koto nozonderu
ijiwaru de minikui kokoro ga kinou yori mo motto atashi wa kirai

Regret(English lyrics)

The scenery outside the window changes
Even the season leaves me behind
Being closer than anyone, why didn't I realize
That seed of worries at that time?

Before I'm unable to see your figure
I couldn't say just that, just that one phrase of "don't go"

I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy
I can't help but to hate this twisted heart

The initial ring I received on my birthday
Remembering only makes me painful but
What I finally realized is that I relied
On you more than I thought

As if to even destroy the times spent together
The words that came out contrary to my heart was a good-bye in vain

I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday

I can never say that it's fine as long as you're happy
I can't help but to hate this twisted heart
I'm wishing that a day when you'll greatly regret will come
I hate this mean and ugly heart more than yesterday

Some lyrics From My Blog Song...

2009-03-02T12:05:00.007+08:00

Changin'(japan lyrics)

heart mitaina kumo ga katachi kaeteku you ni
itsuka wa boku mo kawaru no darou
wakare michi no mannaka
hitori tachi tsukushita
kageboushi shizuka ni kietetta
shizunde mienaku natte mo
taiyou wa soko ni aru you ni
tebanasenai yume dakara
ikusen no destinies
unmei nante kaete miseru
kono ryoute de ima boku ni nani ga dekiru kana
Reach out from inside
taisetsu na koto sae mo
miushinai sou na toki
ikutsu no kotoba ni sukuwareta
kakegae no nai takara ga
boku wo sodate senaka osu
tsuyoi kokoro kureta kara
ugoki dasu fantasies
tashika na mono wa koko ni aru
shinjiru koto sore dake wa dare nimo makenai
there's faith in my soul
kagayaku tame ni migakareru
diamond mitai ni ima
kizu tsuita bun hikari hajimeru
kawatte iku motto motto
ikusen no destinies
unmei nante kaete miseru
kono ryoute de ima boku ni
nani ga dekiru kana
ugoki dasu fantasies
tashika na mono wa koko ni aru
shinjiru koto sore dake wa dare nimo makenai
Reach out from inside

Changin'(English lyrics)

Like how the heart-shaped clouds change its form
Will I be changin' too someday?

I remain standing in the midst of parting way
And the shadow gently fades away

Like how the sun is always there
Even when it has sunk down
It's a dream I can't let go

A thousand destinies
I'll show you I can change my fate
Now what can I do with these hands of mine?
Reach out from inside

When you starts to lose sight of your precious things
How many words are out there to save you?

Because the irreplaceable treasure raises me,
Supports me and gives me a strong heart

Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I can show you my faith is stronger than anybody else
There's faith in my soul

Just like diamond being polished to shine
The more it hurt, the brighter it starts to glisten
And now it's changin' all the more

A thousand destinies
I'll show you I can change my fate
Now what can I do with these hands of mine?
Fantasies starts to flow
Certainty is definitely here
I can show you my faith is stronger than anybody else
Reach out from inside

Hope It a Good day...

2009-03-02T11:49:00.002+08:00

Ho..Ho.. Good...Morning To All.. well it maybe going afternoon soon but to me it still morning wahaha... ok ok...i now going to woodland to meet QingXiang or maybe go his house meet him before we go school...emm...i want to say sorry, because past few times i say want meet him but ended up he is the one go school wait for me:p...so today i don't wanna be late this time kekeke...so i now better get going if not I Will BE LATE...!!! cya...~~~

Toros First Time

2009-03-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

Well as you can see from the title..i am new dude wow~~~ha.. ha..
Guess i will be blogging more often now..~~~ cause I AM FREAKING BORED...
!!!.